I ask a friend to come see me every morning, the same time, and in the same area of my house. I have really gotten excited about our daily visits....whew child. He excites me, I mean really excites me. He touches me in just the right in places, places I have not been touched in years. He stimulates me, my body, my mind, and my spirit. I never thought I would find someone who could do this for me; I mean after all, I have had some rocky relationships, lol entanglements. He has definitely encouraged me to know more about him. He did not show me everything he was capable of when we first met nor did he show me everything I was capable of....mmmm.
He is wise; he does not have meaningless conversations with me and every promise made to me has been fulfilled. He understands my obligations and he allows me to be vulnerable. That is one thing I have always wanted from a man, let me be vulnerable!
Well over the weekend I changed rooms. My bedroom is now in the converted garage and I love it there. It is quiet, peaceful, and I am no longer "bothered" by all the noise in my home (my 3+4). With room changes, I was very tired yesterday. Like exhausted, I did not want to get out of my bed tired. I missed my company! I was not where I was supposed to be doing what I normally do............lol mmm.
And let me say...never invite a guest and not be available to entertain or engage. It is rude and disrespectful.
See I asked Holy Spirit to meet me each morning, as I yearned for Him, I need Him so badly. I noticed although, I have been able to do all the things I am called to do, I am going to a different place which requires a different understanding of Him. Shoot He has been waiting on me to invite Him to my house and I stayed in the bed.
My tiredness (laziness) allowed the enemy an inch and oh he made the best of it. I am truly learning the value of Holy Spirit. Growing up, I thought all Holy Spirit did was make people shout. I began to shout too; I am filled with Holy Spirit....I was wrong. Dead wrong, spiritually dead and wrong. Yesterday I needed help and of course He did not let me down, He still came through even though I stood Him up. Holy Spirit helps me ensure I am doing what God needs/wants me to do . This morning, I was where I needed to be and I enjoyed my time with Him.
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